Thursday, March 21, 2013

life... its confusing

As a child we hate taking naps in grade school, hate doing chores in middle school, and then hate curfews in highschool. We just cant wait to move out on our own and not have any rules to follow. All we want is to be grown up and do things our way. We don't have to take a nap or go to bed when someone tells us too, we can stay up late and go out partying and not have a curfew, and if our room (house) isn't clean who cares?? Well this is what I always thought as a child.... I couldn't wait to move out and be a grown up! Well was I sure wrong!!!! people try to tell you how hard adult life is and we all just blow it off and say yea yea how hard could it be? you go to work and make money,and have fun! That is how I interpreted it anyways. No one really tells you that your days become monotonous.... you wake up go to work.... work sucks.... come home exhausted... cook supper... do laundry.... take a shower.... go to bed... only to wake up and do the same thing over and over and over and over and over ahhhhhh ok you get the point!! oh and don't let me forget the bills and taxes and grocery shopping!! ugh!
I miss those days of summer vacation learning how to ride my bike with my friends.... laying out with all my girlfriends by the pool talking about who was hot and who was not! I would give anything for someone to make me go take a nap, or to only have a handful of chores in the evening to do instead of a whole house to clean!! oh how things change.......
Being grown up isn't quite what I expected there are some bad things that just totally suck about being grown up ,but there are some things that are just awesome!   Like being married to my best friend and getting to be an aunt.... those things are pretty cool. Because now I get to hang out with my best friend anytime I want not just when my parents say I can and now I get to ride bikes with my nieces and nephew and listen to them laugh at me because im like a scared little kid afraid I need training wheels again!!!
Life is funny that way we always are wanting something more or something different. We are young, we want to grow up.  We are old we, want to be a kid again.
life is just confusing lol its a great fun rollercoaster ride for sure!!!!

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